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  Seventh Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” 2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ,  the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!   When I was going through the season of repentance, I was trying to get rid of all the sins but it was a very tough job. I was having an addiction since childhood and I was not able to come out of it. I was stuck to a loop and this loop was in a triangular shape. My loop was addiction, shower and prayer of sorry and then addiction, shower and an apologetic prayer to God, and then the same triangle again. A time came when I started to say sorry to God for all the sorry because I was apologizing but I kept on doing it. Now when I reached Faisalabad, instead of going to the hotel first, I thought to visit the place first whe
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  Sixth Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” Proverbs 20:24 A person’s steps are directed by the  Lord .      How then can anyone understand their own way?   Now I was going all crazy with the surprise that the name on the pamphlet was the same one that was told by one of my colleagues. Because of this, I wasn’t able to concentrate on my work and I contacted a person in my church who was surprised to know that I am interested in attending this church service of this African Evangelist. I still remember that the church service supposes to be on the 5 th of that month, I called the church on the 2 nd but I got to know that the African had already visited this church on the 1 st due to his own reasons. I was so disheartened that I missed this service of the church and at the same time
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  Fifth Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” Habakkuk 1:5 “Look among the nations, and see; wonder and be astounded. For I am doing a work in your days that you would not believe if told. I was a gangster, always ready to fight. Mostly I have got beaten alone by many boys in my life but I was wild and hard-skinned, always ready for action. Having this fighter nature in my blood, this last statement of Mr. Khan was killing me from the inside, I wanted to put up a fight but you can’t do it at your workplace. Now I thought to at least fight back with words, and have a debate with him but having zero knowledge of the Bible, I was not able to respond. Now just to win the debate and to fight him with words, I started reading Bible. I had zero interest to get closer to God, I was happy with my si
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  Fourth Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” Acts 2:17 “In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. I can write stories out of stories of the dark side of my past but some of them are not appropriate to share. So to cut the story short, I will move on to the transformation part of my life. A time came in my life when this strong athlete got a medical condition and started suffering from Hepatitis- B. I was so sick that even the doctors were surprised that how am I alive. Initially, when I got sick the doctors were not able to diagnose my disease and during this time my condition got worst. Everyone was trying their best to consider it and treat it as COVID-19. Fin
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  Third Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” Genesis 18:20-33 20  Then the  Lord  said, “The outcry against Sodom and Gomorrah is so great and their sin so grievous   21  that I will go down and see if what they have done is as bad as the outcry that has reached me. If not, I will know.” 22  The men turned away and went toward Sodom, but Abraham remained standing before the  Lord . [ b ]   23  Then Abraham approached him and said: “Will you sweep away the righteous with the wicked?   24  What if there are fifty righteous people in the city? Will you really sweep it away and not spare [ c ]  the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people in it?   25  Far be it from you to do such a thing—to kill the righteous with the wicked, treating the righteous and the wicked alike. Far be it fr
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  Second Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” Ecclesiastes 7:17 Do not be overwicked, and do not be a fool-- why die before your time? I was considering myself that Super Hero! The inner peace that comes along in a package with Unconditional Love, everyone wants that peace in his/her heart. I was also looking for that peace and in the search for peace, I went to the dark world where there is nothing but death, nothing but a burden for our shoulders, and lies and fakeness. It all started when I was a little kid: Back in those days, there used to be shops for gaming where you would buy a token (metallic coin) and when you would come out of that shop, you will be surprised to see that it is dark now and you would realize that you came in morning and now it is night. I was addicted to going
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TRANSFORMATION   Chapter Two First Installment SPARE SOME TIME AND FIND OUT, HOW A WILD BEAST, WHO WAS A PLAYBOY & A BISEXUAL, A DRUG / ALCOHOL FREAK & A ALCOHOL DEALER, A PARTY ANIMAL & AN ANGRY GANGSTER, GOT HIS LIFE TRANSFORMED WITH THE   “POWER OF LOVE” 1 TIMOTHY 1:15 This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance: that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief.   I was a wild animal that wasn’t ready to be tamed at any cost. I was the chief among sinners and these are not only words, I was really a chief. When I try to explain my past, I use a term for myself, “a worm living in sewage”. Other than murder whatever comes into a human’s mind that is a sin according to any religion, I went through all. The painful truth for me is that I used to go to the depth of sin and try to learn and perform everything about it. Through all these weird experiences, I can be known for the bondages that Devil/ Satan has for us, where he will put us in
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